~victimofadrowning

soooo i have been listening to this song and it has really hit me HARD... i guess its just that season when you wish someone was there for you to fall asleep next to, someone to keep warm at night, or even just make you laugh when your smile is upside down.

i dont think i have really let anyone in to get close enough to love me and maybe it would be nice to try out sometime soon.

im just tired all the time now, tired of not loving or letting or liking or losing or hating. it wears me out. i just want to open up to someone who wants to listen, someone who wants to care and fix.

i want to stop drinking and caring so much.

why hasnt someone tried to give me what i need?



Matchbox 20
“Hand Me Down”

Someday they'll find your small town world on a big town avenue
Gonna make you like the way they talk when they're talking to you
Gonna make you break out of the shell cause they tell you to
Gonna make you like the way they lie better than the truth
They'll tell you everything you wanted someone else to say
They're gonna break your heart, yeah

From what I've seen
You're just a one more hand me down
Cause no one's tried to give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down
I am with you now

Somebody ought to take you in
Try to make you love again
Try to make you like the way they feel
When they're under your skin
Never once did you think they would lie when they're holding you
You wonder why they haven't called
When they said they'd call you
You start to wonder if you're ever gonna make it by
You'll start to think you were born blind

From what I've seen
You're just a one more hand me down
Cause no one's tried to give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down
I am with you now

I'm here for the hard times
The straight to your heart times
Whenever it ain't easy
You can stand up against me
And maybe rely on me
And cry on me, yeah
Oh no, no, no

Some day they'll open up your world
Shake it down on a drawing board
Do their best to change you
They still can't erase you

From what I've seen
You're just a one more hand me down
Cause no one's tried to give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down
I am with you now

Lay them down on me
Oh yeah
You're just one more hand me down
And all those nots don't give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down...on me